I decided that getting to work in a timely fashion was more important than my self affirming post. To type such a post whilst neglecting one’s duties is the epitome of counter-productivity, wouldn’t you say? Fortunately, I’ve achieved most of the goals set out for today. (Yes, keeping up with day to day tasks and minuscule details is, in fact, a goal.) I am proud of myself that for well over a month, I have been arriving to work in a timely manner. I’ve also kept track of my arrival and departure times. Again, this seems like a small thing, but for a woman whose life exists in a state of generalized clusterfuckery, it’s a massive accomplishment.
Today was a one cup of coffee day, but I feel moderately energized. I’m feeling in it to win it. I haven’t cleared up all of my other stuff, but Rome wasn’t built in a day either. Like I tell the shawties, “The best way to eat an elephant is one bite at a time.” I hate when I have to believe my own hype.